propensity within someone

fw

much more tactility

i want to do that too

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone truth

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf abrar

its performative

all that is to say

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

i understand

like first name

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no i haven't really read anything

and the fake qualifier

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Today I felt like starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

what do you mean

yeah

abrar?

or never left

idk

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf