theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

1

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Better Lift

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

and the fake qualifier

i love it here

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk