but i respect your search
in a post. I want to be remembered
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Today I felt like starting
division of reality is straying away from it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
so the method has to be autonomous