but i respect your search

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

in a post. I want to be remembered

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thank you, Jack

Lift Analysis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


you cannot feed someone truth

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

magnetisation/form

lol yea

much more tactility

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i see a website

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting