so at the end

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


December 2025

no longer writing in the third person

much more tactility

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

and the fake qualifier

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


all that is to say

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

autonomy of learning