i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

autonomy of learning

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Today I felt like starting

i really havent

isaac

Picture

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like magnets

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i love it here

we can only engage in such a way

i understand

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

which magnetises chains of pins

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i dont understand magnetisation