that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Worse Lift

this will be about a slug

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

that looks like my instagram account

plato

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i want to do that too

was it worth it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Better Lift

magnetises a pin

i love it here

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

which magnetises chains of pins

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

like first name

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i was tempted to lie about my name

1

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

abrar?