we want to live the knowledge too live the content

like magnets

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

have you read

whats your name?

barren land

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

Better Lift

i was tempted to lie about my name

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so at the end

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

feel you

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.