I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


was it worth it

December 2025

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this will be about a slug

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

2 (actually index). two is company

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

hello reader,

magnetisation/form

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

we can only engage in such a way