Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

13, H, grate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so at the end

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

all that is to say

propensity within someone

so an active mazelike process

idk

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

much more tactility

I am below everything.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

that looks like my instagram account

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting