something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


it is hopeful

Can I see


13, H, grate

Worse Lift

Lift Analysis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate