a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
barren land
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
all that is to say
propensity within someone
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
not their contents
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Today I felt like starting
yeah
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
fw
we can only engage in such a way
is this you as well