it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
currently
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
much more tactility
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
lol yea
so the method has to be autonomous
plato
i love it here
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
i want to do that too
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
in a post. I want to be remembered
whats your name?
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i dont understand magnetisation
propensity within someone
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.