Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

really i want the internet

lol yea

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

2 (actually index). two is company

abrar?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

which magnetises chains of pins



like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

Style

Worse Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

and the fake qualifier

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

send link

kind of mythopoesis

It Will Get Lighter

magnetises a pin

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything