Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I am below everything.
Better Lift
we can only engage in such a way
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
it is hopeful
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
its performative
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
division of reality is straying away from it
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Can I see
idk
i really havent
like first name
brb i will read and reply sincerely