it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

lol

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Today I felt like starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

13, H, grate

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i see a website

"Put a blanket."

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like first name

no like which do people call me