ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

plato

so at the end

much more tactility

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

yeah

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

barren land

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

abrar?

wait what is that

and the fake qualifier

no like which do people call me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

Lift Analysis

send link

that looks like my instagram account

what do you think my name is

2 (actually index). two is company

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

bro i read nothing in my life

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.