think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

abrar?

like first name

like magnets

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

yeah


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

we need to be deconstructing our identities


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

division of reality is straying away from it

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

and the fake qualifier