Today I felt like starting

much more tactility

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good

"Put a blanket."

god being the centre magnet

autonomy of learning

Better Lift

its performative

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.