ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
thank you
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
you cannot feed someone truth
i understand
autonomy of learning
god being the centre magnet
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
isaac
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
like magnets
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
so the method has to be autonomous
ion
as in
we can only engage in such a way
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
its performative
like first name