no longer writing in the third person

it is hopeful

that looks like my instagram account

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.



lol


It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like magnets

yes


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

magnetises a pin

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

your feed looks like my tumblr