way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed
actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's
avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit.
He's managing just fine.
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor
who I'd met
at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on
to build his whole identity around it.
I can't really blame him.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i was tempted to lie about my name
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
you have a beautiful account btw
2 (actually index). two is company
so the method has to be autonomous
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
we need to be deconstructing our identities
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
is everyoneback on tumblr now
your feed looks like my tumblr
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
you cannot feed someone truth
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
in a post. I want to be remembered