idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

its performative

much more tactility

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

lol

currently

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so the method has to be autonomous

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

send your tumblr

fw

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

you cannot feed someone truth

that looks like my instagram account

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not their contents

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

propensity within someone

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i have read not even 1 book

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

magnetisation/form

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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