Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

propensity within someone

thank you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

send your tumblr

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol yea

so at the end

that looks like my instagram account

lol

the site i am dreaming

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

much more tactility

all that is to say

was it worth it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

not their contents

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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