"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

It Will Get Lighter

Picture

in a post. I want to be remembered

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

barren land

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

December 2025

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

which magnetises chains of pins


we can only engage in such a way

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i really havent

abrar?

13, H, grate

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i see a website

i love it here

not their contents

no i haven't really read anything