is everyoneback on tumblr now

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

magnetisation/form

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we can only engage in such a way

was it worth it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

not their contents

currently

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I Write Goodbye Letter

Thank you, Jack

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

and the fake qualifier

propensity within someone