i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

Can I see

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

lol

much more tactility

propensity within someone

so at the end

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever