what do you mean

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Style

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

much more tactility

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

plato

no i haven't really read anything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

isaac

isaac newton

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like first name

which magnetises chains of pins

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

we need to be deconstructing our identities

all that is to say

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


Better Lift

as in

so the method has to be autonomous