The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i understand

Slug

plato

propensity within someone

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

no i haven't really read anything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

magnetisation/form

what do you mean

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it

so the method has to be autonomous

its good short few pages

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

autonomy of learning

i want to do that too

i was tempted to lie about my name

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

IWGD

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

December 2025

its performative

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.