It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is
only a
dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the
dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh
meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
yeah people dont get it they
assume its ahnaf
no i haven't really read anything
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
division of reality is straying away from it
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
i dont understand magnetisation
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
sorry i am texting like a slav
what do you think my name is
i have read not even 1 book
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its
qualities
propensity within someone
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
we can only engage in such a way
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
It Will Get Lighter