"Put a blanket."

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I am below everything.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Style


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

but i respect your search

magnetisation/form

it is hopeful

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

autonomy of learning

as in

propensity within someone

2 (actually index). two is company

not so on: yvf(wthw)

lol yea

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

barren land

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful