"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

all that is to say

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Better Lift

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

division of reality is straying away from it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

was it worth it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

what do you think my name is

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Style

ahnaf abrar

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so the method has to be autonomous

and the fake qualifier

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."