i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
the site i am dreaming
like magnets
which magnetises chains of pins
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
autonomy of learning
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
idk
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
kind of mythopoesis
currently
its good
plato
lol