so at the end

13, H, grate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we can only engage in such a way

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

division of reality is straying away from it

hiding from the rain

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

magnetisation/form

Today I felt like starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

plato

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

have you read

barren land

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love it here

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

or never left

whats your name?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

propensity within someone

not their contents

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet