i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
is this you as well
fw
not their contents
we can only engage in such a way
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Better Lift
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
we need to be deconstructing our identities
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
abrar?
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
not so on: yvf(wthw)
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
currently
...
yeah
i want to do that too
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i was tempted to lie about my name
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
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