this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
idk
lol
you cannot feed someone truth
no longer writing in the third person
its performative
Can I see
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
what do you think my name is
abrar?
whats your name?
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
hiding from the rain