I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

December 2025

Lift Analysis

Slug

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

and the fake qualifier

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

send link

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i really havent

plato

2 (actually index). two is company

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

isaac newton

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

was it worth it

the site i am dreaming

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

whats your name?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

hello reader,

magnetisation/form

It Will Get Lighter

no like which do people call me

so at the end

not so on: yvf(wthw)

what do you think my name is

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

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