like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

is this you as well

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

division of reality is straying away from it

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

its good

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

idk

wait what is that

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i was tempted to lie about my name

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class