it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

god being the centre magnet

sorry i am texting like a slav

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

really i want the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

no i haven't really read anything