i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
no longer writing in the third person
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
Lift Analysis
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
plato
in a post. I want to be remembered
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
brb i will read and reply sincerely
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