It Will Get Lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its good

autonomy of learning

its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

2 (actually index). two is company

so at the end

not their contents

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

you cannot feed someone truth

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate



a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Thank you, Jack