was it worth it

currently

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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it is hopeful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Rain, starting

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

which magnetises chains of pins

god being the centre magnet

no i haven't really read anything

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

have you read

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

abrar?

i was tempted to lie about my name

as in

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

like magnets

division of reality is straying away from it