autonomy of learning

is this you as well

abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

and the fake qualifier

idk

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

It Will Get Lighter

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

all that is to say

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thank you, Jack

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

December 2025

and the fake qualifier

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything