yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Worse Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


thank you

Today I felt like starting


in a post. I want to be remembered

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

as in

its performative

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.