Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

but really the thing should be autonomous

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Rain, starting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

Lift Analysis

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

IWGD

It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

"Put a blanket."

lol yea

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

...

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging