a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

kind of mythopoesis

but really the thing should be autonomous

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

lol

idk

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

what do you mean

abrar?

so an active mazelike process

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

have you read

so at the end

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

lol yea

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

or never left

fw