IWGD

Today I felt like starting

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but really the thing should be autonomous

wait what is that

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i really havent

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

we need to be deconstructing our identities

bro i read nothing in my life

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

December 2025