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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

no like which do people call me

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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Better Lift

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i really havent

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

was it worth it

Slug

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever