Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

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stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

autonomy of learning

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

i was tempted to lie about my name

no i haven't really read anything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah

i dont understand magnetisation

not their contents

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

its good

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

no like which do people call me

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

ion

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

idk

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

whats your name?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression