it is hopeful
Today I felt like starting
"Put a blanket."
we can only engage in such a way
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
lol yea
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.its performative
isaac
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i love it here
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
much more tactility
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
its good
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i dont understand magnetisation
propensity within someone